Wednesday, March 05, 2014
take it to the boss
Friday the wall around the breaker box was spackled, my deadbolt lock repaired, & the pipe unclogged. Lesson: Take it to the top. I got hit with a large, unexpected rent increase due to a cutback in subsidies for rental assistance. Percentage of monthly income has always been capped at around 30%. This increase takes 38% of my income. Of course, the landlord gets the full amount. He had a small rent increase. The problem with rental assistance is the recipients tend to treat their apartments based of what they pay rather than what the landlord receives. Yes, I've been guilty of this. But some in this building, I'm certain, pay nearly nothing for their apartment. Well, the rent pinches me now, & I'm expecting better, faster attention to problems.
Labels: Elizabeth NJ, home furnishings
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Guayabera
I've always worn tropical shirts of the tie dye rather than the loudly colorful print type. I've had several for twenty years; they're well-made & I started hang drying them when I saw what dryers were doing to some of my other favorite shirts. Think about what happens in the
dryer. I suppose I've always seen guayabera shirts, probably associated them with old guys & Haband - a lot of truth to that. When I taight piano in the 80's, the music studio had a lot of Filipino kids for students. In warm weather some of the Filipino dads wore light-colored guayaberas with emroidery. I liked these middle-class Filipino families, very comfortable with them. They were a bit on the conservative side circa America 1950's, mostly Catholics, good sense of humor. Many of the women, to be honest were very attractive. The men were generally short, my height, but stockier. They looked good in guayaberas. Some of Filipinos were fluent in Tagalog. When the women in the waiting room chatted they switched to Tagalog for the good parts. So I associated guayaberas with Filipinos & decided someday I'd try wearing them.
Labels: home furnishings
Monday, March 11, 2013
On the positive side, I have begun what I have wanted to do for years, probably decades. Many bags of clothing out the door. Using mainly Ziplock bags, sorting out books I really want to keep. A small number of 100 year old volumes of poems I bought cheap at book sales, beautiful books, probably not worth much, some have damage . My favorite has always been a Selected Poems of Christina Rossetti. Consolidating all the literary magazines & anthologies that have published my poems; there are "lost" poems in many of those. Bagged up a box of the small notebooks, the "everything" books I used to carry around, they have WFMU setlists (often so poorly scrawled I can't read them), shopping lists, poems, lines, ideas. I could probably throw those out & not miss them, but they fill one small box.
A lot of junk that has to go. Old PC books & CDs. Two old computers.
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Bagged up the loose greeting cards & postcards, the antique Smith Corona portable WP I've used to read their old Data Disks - it's small, the Collected Shakespeare, box of beads & jewelry, two boxes of unsorted photos, small box of stuff I used to keep in my desk drawer - it's like a little treasure chest - when I got bored or hit a writer's block I'd open the drawer & play with the stuff. Cleaned & threw out contents of two kitchen drawers. Just getting started.
Labels: home furnishings
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
I got rid of just about everything under the futon. Some good shoes I've had for years & never worn. Some books. I'll want to order a new 6" coil or full foam futon mattress when I've checked out more in my price range, which definitely is not high end I've been sleeping on top of a down comforter for long time to have a bit of give & softness. Meanwhile this hard mattress gets sealed up in a hypoallergenic, dust proof bug proof cover, as does a pillow. Wrestling a 60 pound new mattress up here & on to the frame is something I'll have to deal with when the time comes.
I have an eager taker for some books. He wants poetry, but a few rarities may entice him into taking some others to sell at flea markets. But I have to get this room in shape first before I concentrate on the other.
Labels: home furnishings
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Clean, containment, discard
The futon was fairly inactive, although of course I wasn't there.
I'm getting rid of so much clothing I'll have to offer Richie, one of the slacker tenants here, five bucks to haul it out to the curb. He does the trash.
Ordered high quality mattress & pillow encasement covers.
Rather than shelve & reorganize books, records & junk, I decided to start getting rid of it. Many wonderful books, but the fact is they've been pretty much in boxes for twenty years. Many of the rarer items I've wanted to give to a fellow Jersey poet for years, also a pack rat, but a generous & open-minded 'zine publisher who treasures beat & hippie era books. If he has duplicates, he can keep the better copy & sell the other. The best I ever considered doing with them was exhibiting them for a month at Rahway library, where friend closely connected with library would have enthusiastically promoted the idea & probably tried to talk me into giving a lecture presentation that would attract him & maybe ten others, including library staff. I would keep a nice, small, quality personal library. I know the books I keep going back to.
I know I can winnow the records down farther to some real rarities & a few I must digitalize if I ever learn how to do it. I think there's enough good stuff that WFMU would pick them up, separate them into library-worthy LPs, the remainder going to the record fair. I always wish I could contribute much more money to WFMU than I can budget. WFMU staffers dig into their pockets for fund-raisers & make their donations to other shows.
& oh the junk. & two old computers. In fact, if that other room gets emptied, & is vermin free, I'm likely to begin using it an office. My computer is situated so that I can watch TV while I'm online. But I rarely watch TV anymore. I've become a radio guy again. The digital change over didn't go well here, I'm on the side of the building away from the transmitter towers, lost stations; cars driving by screw up the signals. I don't get Channel 7 at all, which has the Academy Awards, exactly the kind of program I half watch.
Most positively, if I reduce my possessions to a certain level, moving becomes a realistic option. Because if I move only two pieces of furniture would go with me. & one is my old-fashioned kitchen table.
Labels: home furnishings
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Pretend I'm moving to a smaller but better apartment.
Labels: home furnishings
I stayed at Gina's last night, which I rarely do & then only if I'm watching some movie that ends at two a.m., just pull up the afghan & nod off. But I had to step away from the situation here, which is multi--faceted, away from the internet have a calm night with the company of cats & Star Trek Next Generation reruns. I had a decent six hours of sleep on her couch without Ambien. Got up, make a cup of coffee, watched the news, made a list things I can do here on a cold rainy day that aren't especially taxing, come home & see if the few steps I did take on Friday to improve the situation had any good effect. Indeed they did.
I've been very depressed. When something happens to snap me out of it too fast, I can be pushed into manic phase.(other depressives have also reported this phenomena). I really want to avoid that. I need calm plus energy.
For the first time in weeks, thanks to to the new locked door laundry room system here, I have bags of clean clothes & other stuff, & I can keep them clean & wash them as often as I need & add to them & secure them.
Because of a tub drain problem, my bathroom has fallen into an unclean condition, & that will be taken care of Monday.
I have a new vacuum cleaner on the way that ought to just right for this apt.
Gina resides a few blocks away on a suburban street, next door to a friendly couple, a Rabbi & his wife. I walk in my front door about 11: 30 with a cup of 7-11 coffee, Sitting on the radiator in the vestibule (there was smoldering fire behind it a few weeks ago from tossed lit cigarette), smoking a ciggie beneath a new "No Smoking" sign was the fearsome, never-smiling, probably sociopathic, female tenant of this building. One look at the woman you know this butch queen has done time at least in the county lockup for something, most likely assault & battery. Don't fuck with her. Don't say hello. Don't even give a nod of the head. Just brief eye contact to acknowledge I'm aware she's there. She's tougher than any guy in this building & she knows it. I'm so far down her food chain I'm not even a snack. Just swim on by. She's actually out of her territory in this place, this generally quiet, working class, predominantly Hispanic neighborhood, & she's not the first tenant like that to land here.
So that's a given. I have my own problems.
Labels: home furnishings, mental health
Friday, February 22, 2013
What's the problem, bubbala?
Plus, my new, inexpensive vacuum cleaner that received very good user reviews on Amazon shipped.
Labels: home furnishings, Mahalo, mental health
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Offline & Whitney
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"Would someone here tell me who God would want to be broke?"
Rev. Marvin Winans on "Prosperity Gospel" at Whitney Houston funeral.You needed to think on this one a bit more, Pastor Winans, Nobody comes to mind? Not an international arms dealer or Mexican drug cartel boss or heartless Wall Street business buster? How about the pimps?
Well yeah. a lot of rich people would be broke if God were the kind of God who reached into bank accounts & investment portfolios & miraculously transferred the contents to the Elizabeth Coalition for the Homeless, leaving a message: I hoped you'd give some of this away, & you didn't, so I took it all.
They don't preach a "prosperity" gospel at New Hope Baptist in Newark like Creedo Dollar on television. There is a free class on managing finances. In Newark there's lots of ways to become prosperous, most of them illegal & evil & very tempting for poor people.
Much complaining about NJ Gov. Christie lowering flags to half staff for Whitney Houston. Complaints generally include one of both of these rationales: She was an out-of-control dope addict. The flag doesn't get lowered for "real" heroes, cops, firefighters, military who die in the line of duty.
There's no adequate response to this. Flags do get lowered locally for military & first-responders. If you think they should be lowered at all government facilities, take it up with Christie. I think they should have been lowered on 9/12/01 & left there, as two presidents tried to distract us from the daily carnage of two wars. Go shopping.
What was it Whitney did to hurt you personally? I didn't catch that part. She gave you a lot of music. You didn't have to pay attention to her personal problems. Really. I rarely did. Whitney is from musical royalty in this state; her mother Cissy, her aunts Dionne & the late Dee Dee Warwick. At the least those flags are lowered to show respect for Cissy Houston & New Hope for nurturing Whitney's talent.
Labels: home furnishings, music, obituary, religion
Friday, December 02, 2011
The problem is that the recession has made it a tenant's market & my landlord, who'd rather be mildly discerning, has to keep the building filled. But even the high rise Cherry Hill building up the street is looking kind of shabby out front, the shrubbery overgrown & always a "For Rent" sign stuck in the lawn. My old apt in Rahway went through similar phases; the landlord there would resort to no-lease rentals, usually accompanied - I don't know why - by an increase in loud domestic disputes, some requiring police intervention.
I'm an aging bohemian, & bohemianism is essentially a bourgeois condition no matter where you are. It's an adaptation of a middle class lifestyle. If necessary, you get rid of almost everything except your books, music, art, & curious objects. Your home is arranged for either solitude or a salon - a place for other bohemians to hang out. I am separate from the other tenants here, a mystery. I tell them nothing. I know at least one of them believes I'm a recovering dope addict or alcoholic. I look like one. But people prefer conjecture to fact, & some of the tenants here are really bored.
In an ideal world I'd be residing in "artist" housing, something a lot of towns wish they had but nobody has really figured out how to do, which is why it's so rare. I'm aware of only one such building in the entire state of NJ. When a town says it wants "artists," it doesn't really mean painters, poets, dancers & musicians. It wants gallery-owners, architects, high end craftspeople, National Geographic photographers, & professional actors with regular gigs doing commercial voiceovers, all residing in the same neighborhood & paying market rate rent.
(If you put this building in the same kind of neighborhood in Jersey City or Brooklyn, at the same rents, it would be filled with hipsters. )
Labels: Elizabeth NJ, home furnishings
Monday, October 31, 2011
* "I was stabbed through the heart." In an opera, this kind of song ends with bravos, tossed bouquets, & many curtain calls.
Labels: home furnishings
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Carousel Shelf
Thursday, July 01, 2010
Under warranty
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My CD-DVD drive stopped working. I knew it was the weak part of the EMachine. I went with it because I liked the tower & I'm not a heavy CD/DVD user. It's been acting up. It's also time to make updated boot disks & clear out mp3s. I e mailed customer service & they came back with the old reinstall drivers thing, I knew that wasn't the problem, it didn't fix. Now they say I never registered - although I am signed up with emachine website, guess I skipped the official registration - & want a proof of purchase scanned & sent, which I suppose is the J&R invoice. I hate the idea of sending it back. Maybe they have a local authorized repair. I have no backup PC. My old one won't handle this DSL I'd have to go on dialup. I have been looking at cheaper netbooks, since I think one will be very useful to me. You can plug a mouse, VGA monitor, & ethernet line into a netbook.
Since it'll be awhile before the warranty/repair thing is straightened out, I ordered a plug in external DVD/CD burner. They're inexpensive & if do get a netbook it'll come in handy anyway.
Labels: home furnishings
Friday, June 25, 2010
My massive CD library
With classical music, I prefer having only one or two new albums at a time. I can't audition & blow through them like pop & rock. I investigate & choose.
The black case in the middle is Russian & Eastern European. Below in a crate is British, on the bottom some miscellaneous. On the right are Beethoven, Mozart, Bach, Haydn, Handel, baroque, early music, & the bottom row is vocal music, some opera, art song, choral, & the books. On the left there's some jazz, American - much Charles Ives, compilations, a few soundtracks, German & Viennese from Brahms on, French, a couple of Japanese composers, & a small selection of pop & rock.
Older avant garde & experimental records are easy to find for free ripped to mp3 (or FLAC) if you're not looking for anything in particular. Most of it was released on now-defunct labels, & there's music blogs devoted to it. More difficult if you want something specific in classical, & to obtain it legally, although I don't see much difference between buying an in-print CD used & cheap, or downloading an file for free. A friend noted you're not helping the American auto worker by buying a used Ford; you might be doing your local repair shop a big favor. So when I wanted a top quality recording of Janacek's two masterpiece string quartets, I put several on my Amazon wish list & waited, & within a week one showed up for $1.99. I also fancied exploring some unfamiliar woodwind quintet music & found a highly praised CD of Scandinavian works for one cent, the bookstore made about buck profit on $2.98 shipping.
Labels: Elizabeth NJ, home furnishings, music, photograph
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
OnYums!

Typical Family Dollar store variety of purchases today. Bag of Rudolph's onion rings; can of strawberries in light syrup (I blend them in smoothies); candles; CD-RW 5 pack; cheap, portable AM-FM radio with speaker. Want radio for ballgames, iffy, WOR 50,000 watt signal usually overwhelms the Mets WFAN & the whole lower end of the dial on cheap radios here. I barely grab it on my old Sears. But the $5 is no great investment.
Labels: home furnishings
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Fire Alarm Clock
Building fire alarm went off at 7 a.m., I was half-sleep with clock radio on news - fell asleep last night listening to weather report. I hate when I do that. Decided I would not run outside. This was foolish, I know, but the alarm has gone off here a number of times & has never involved an actual situation. Usually been tenants bumping into the red hallway box while moving furniture. The one real situation we had didn't set off the alarm & we called in it ourselves - a strong electric fire smell emanating from the first floor apt of a drunken guy who wouldn't open his door. He had fallen into beer sodden sleep while using his toaster oven. The fire dept had to kick in his door & then air out the building with a fan while we waited around out front. The landlord had been called, & he got an earful from us when he arrived. That tenant had been a problem in other ways, loud music & arguments, his undersized cat wandering the halls at night meowing. Not supposed to have cats, but nobody would care if they went unnoticed. Landlord promised to get the guy out of the building., Took a few months. A nice woman in the apt now who decorates her door for holidays & hosts birthday parties for her grandchildren. Quite an improvement.
I listened for other tenants, heard some doors open, no yelling. I got up, opened the door, smelled nothing. So I put on socks & flannel shirt & waited for the fire engines. Automatic two truck response to building alarms. If it was serious, firefighters would come through the building banging on doors & I'd be ready to go out the front, or out the window.
One of the fire trucks stopped in the intersection, & I could see out the window they weren't rushing to unpack equipment. I stuck my cellphone in my pocket, located my sneakers, but didn't put on jeans over my sweatpants or shut down the computer. I checked the current weather online. Frozen precip, ugh. The alarm stopped clanging. It had been clanging at least 15 minutes.
Then I wandered downstairs in my socks to find out who was to blame. Some of the resident women were in the hallway at bottom of the steps. "There he is," one of them said, "we were wondering about you. "
"I wasn't going outside until a third fire engine showed up."
At that moment, two firemen in their heavy coats & helmets came up from the basement, said goodbye as they passed. My neighbor walked in, unaware of anything, had just dropped his kids off at school, a 7:30 start.
I still don't know who or what set off the alarm, but it had something to do with a guy in a basement apt, & the landlord had already been called. I went back to bed for awhile.
Labels: Elizabeth NJ, home furnishings, weather
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
The Inspector
It's a question I hear every year, either from this inspector - the short, efficient black woman, or the affable, middle-age, rumpled white man. He was here last year. "That room is my workspace & attic. I sleep in the other room on a futon."
The white guy, I've learned, is the more nosy inspector. He actually looks at the window locks by the fire escape, twiddles the radiator valves, turns the faucets on & off, pokes into corners. I think he's trying to see what's in the boxes, the crates of CDs. There's also an xylophone leaning against the wall, & diner booth jukebox on the floor, & some paintings propped on the boxes. The woman can see the open path to the shadeless window, the two latches on the sash, & the fire escape railing beyond; feels the heat in the apt ("Better too much than too little, " she said in the hot hallway downstairs when I escorted her in). The room has no water stains in the ceiling, no extension cords criss-crossing the floor. There's a smoke detector with a glowing red light. She doesn't even enter the room.
She doesn't like the bathroom. Neither do I. Had a leak upstairs two weeks ago. Leak fixed, ceiling tiles not replaced. Empty hole showing the floor above. I tell her the truth. "I pester the handyman, he probably figures he'll have to fix stuff anyway when he gets your report. It's annoying."
"The owner" - she looks at her clipboard - "Mark, he ever come around?"
"Once in awhile. I have his number. He returns his calls. I'm a good tenant. But he'll kick the guy's butt. He always does this time of year. No reason for me to call him ... yet."
She checks out the little kitchen area. "You have gas?"
"Nope, I had turned it off. It was a waste. I hate gas. Never used the oven, here or in my old place."
"How long you lived here?"
"Since 2004." That probably settled any question of lifestyle. I'm entrenched. She inspects better places & she inspects worse. In this building. I'm a slob in the manner of a divorced college teacher. But you've have had to have visited one to know.
"I see you have a microwave."
"I have everything I need. Just don't keep them out on the table. "
She's finished in a few minutes. I sign the report. "Thanks for coming on time," I say.
Labels: Elizabeth NJ, home furnishings
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Her Coach Bag
Annie decided she wanted a real Coach bag for her birthday, which was last month. At 47, after owning a couple of knock-offs, she decided it was time to splurge. Personally, I just don't get it, but it was her birthday and so here we are at the outlet in Jackson where the line to get in the store reminded me of the line for a general admission concert.Annie has demonstrated unusual, & unnecessary, self-restraint. Coach isn't some in today - out tomorrow brand or look. I lived with a woman for 17 years who was never without one Coach bag. We were always poor, & when her bag wore out she saved up for another, sometimes soliciting donations from her family in lieu of a birthday gift (then she usually received them in addition to a gift). It isn't conspicuous to want one quality, conservative, well-made, all-purpose accessory that won't go out of fashion overnight (assuming they're still well-made). Who can blame Annie for getting tired of knock-offs? The Kalets are doing alright & she's looking for a deal at the outlet store.
The experience is strange, at a time when job losses have mounted, for so many people to be swept up by the desire for what essentially is just conspicuous consumption run amok.
I've carried a small, black Eagle Creek backpack for ages. Eagle Creek is a mid-priced line of packs & travel bags, heavy canvas, reliable zippers, has a tag sewn outside, & when I bought it (at a discount) was a preferred, understated brand for artists, writers, & students who didn't want to invest in a trendy-looking book bag every semester. Wasn't quite the Coach of book bags, but you couldn't find Eagle Creek in Walmart; you had go to a luggage, sporting goods, or art supply store. I'm not embarrassed to plop it down on the check out desk in the library.
(Hank backs off a bit. What annoyed me wasn't his point about conspicious consumption, but that he wrote & messaged it while his wife was shopping. So I popped off about it right away because I had the means, which made me no different than Hank).
Labels: culture, home furnishings, shopping
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Postponement
Labels: home furnishings
Friday, December 25, 2009
Pretty quiet.
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To my other favs list of earlier in the month I have to add the Sansa Clip player. I bought a refurb for $15 from buy.com, free shipping, & it's a very small, simple, intuitive device that does what it claims. My only real gripe so far is that I can't remove the brief break between tracks, an annoyance for classical music where movements are broken into tracks but play without break. I think that function was added to to the new Clip+. Sound quality, as with all players, is ultimately dependent on the headphones. I don't like earbuds. I'm not the kind of person who walks around all the time listening to music, nor do I want to watch videos on a tiny screen. But there are times when I'm on public transportation, in a ridiculous supermarket checkout line, or reading a magazine in the library when I want to listen, & there are nights when I'd rather hear an audiobook than read (it's like radio). There are sources of copyright free audio books.
Labels: holidays, home furnishings