Monday, April 21, 2003
RECLUSE AHEAD
Averaged anout twelve hours of sleep in two shifts each day for past week. Left apartment an hour at most those days, only to go to get food, & not at all over Easter weekend. & this happening on 150 mgs of Zoloft. Exchanged a few e mails, chatted on phone Tuesday night. Waiting for rent check to bounce. Smoking too much. Took shower & shaved today, put on clean clothes, what an effort! Can't make someone fall in love & behave accordingly, all attentiveness & springtime & not being able to stay away from each other, but just accept what she's willing to give. Don't insist on anything - it'll only drive her away altogether.
comments? write Bob
"If a nation expects to be ignorant and free, in a state of civilization, it expects what never was and never will be." Thomas Jefferson
Averaged anout twelve hours of sleep in two shifts each day for past week. Left apartment an hour at most those days, only to go to get food, & not at all over Easter weekend. & this happening on 150 mgs of Zoloft. Exchanged a few e mails, chatted on phone Tuesday night. Waiting for rent check to bounce. Smoking too much. Took shower & shaved today, put on clean clothes, what an effort! Can't make someone fall in love & behave accordingly, all attentiveness & springtime & not being able to stay away from each other, but just accept what she's willing to give. Don't insist on anything - it'll only drive her away altogether.
comments? write Bob
